I Guess This Is Me
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“I do not want to miss you.
I miss your eyes, your intelligence, your hugs and the nature of your smile. I miss saying your name without whispering it into my dreams and I miss seeing you without tearing at the seams. I can’t shake this feeling like maybe, just maybe, we could go back to where we left off. Because we are like strangers now, pretending like we’ve forgotten. Maybe you have. I never will. How do you tell a stranger you remember the shade of their eyes and the cadence of their handwriting, that their name still sounds like a song to you and that their mind is a galaxy to be explored? I’ve been telling myself you’ve changed so much but I’ve always know the truth.The person I miss still exists. I do not want to miss you, but oh, does it burn. Give me hope that we can try again. I want to try again.” -
Suddenly I imagine myself floating away. Unevenly, like a balloon with barley enough helium. I bounce and bobble abound, slowly floating up into nothing. I scream and scrape despretly. Looking for something to hold on to. Something to tie me down. Somewhere to belong. But part of me wants to keep floating. It’s strange; the two me’s at odds. forever at odds.
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“aren’t we all waiting to be read by someone, praying that they’ll tell us that we make sense?” -
“They never discussed it, but both came to understand it as a promise: he would always make sure there was a place for her. She would always be able to say, someone is coming. I am not alone.” -
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I feel so lost and confused, like I don’t know the right thing to do. I want to make a change but am I being selfish or actually trying to pursue a better life for us both by giving myself the space I feel I need to take care of myself for once in my life. But in moving forward, am I just pushing the only person who cares about me away to have the a chance to fall apart without the help I need to stay strong? Maybe I’m exactly where I need to be and I’m just unhappy because I thought my future would be more than this. And maybe everyone else is right, and I need to get out before I hate him as much as I hate myself. HELP! I just want to know what I should do. I just want to stop feeling so conflicted about this and finally be happy about something for the first time in years… If I had known this was what growing up was like, I would have left for Neverland a long time ago.
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“She’s real.
She’s so perfect at being imperfect and human,
it makes me want to reach to the sky and pluck out a star,
just for her to hold in her heart.
This star would not outshine her,
for she would outshine it with her beauty.
She would outshine the star with her kindness.
She’s someone you always long to be with.
Someone who actually cares about life and what it’s about.
Who cares about love.”— A poem about her (via itsmollienotmolly)(via vanish)
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Most of the time, I just feel so alone…
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